Sisyphus at Sea, Redux
My buddy Andy died a year ago today. He was a comet streaking through my life and I miss him everyday. I wrote this about him a few years ago. RIP Andy Stover!!!
It stood dry in the yard cradled in wood, an old wooden boat sailing over high grass and weeds and rocks, reeking of mildew, oil and lacquer.
It hadn’t seen water in years and wouldn’t for years to come for it had to be perfect, stripped to its rotted ribs, ridded of pieces of wood so swollen and shrunken and worn from years of neglect that they’d split and splintered, had spit out tiny dowels, had cracked open and would never again be watertight. At least not until Andy assessed them, passed judgement with his quiet eyes, and ran his knowing hands along them and felt in his bones the decades of that wood absorbing the power of the ocean as the boat plowed at a slant through open water just off Plum Island.
He would sit silently, sometimes for a long time, a cigarette in his right hand, his left caressing a dried-out gunnel or a tarnished green portal frame of brass and envision the boat back on the water. But that would be a day long down the road, long after he would have his way with its hull and its cabin with its small sliding door, would apply his mastery to its tight cabinetry, refurbish the mast and acquire and modify new sails and rigging. He loved the old boat and its potential and saw nothing but beauty in its soft lines, the blood red paint flaking above its water line, the faint thin stripe of white separating the red from the faded-out baby blue bottom that only showed when the boat was out of the water. Before ever starting work on the boat he framed a domed cathedral of long, thin wooden slats giving wide berth on all sides and high above it, then covered his sanctuary in thick plastic sheathing so he could work on the boat throughout the long North Shore winter. It would not be the last time he constructed such a protective shell for his old boat, for he knew well the Sisyphean task of loving an old wooden boat and keeping it in the water.
Oh, so poignant, and lovely. Andy would recognize you having built this poem with as much tender attention and love that he applied to the old wooden boat that captivated his own sensitivities. What a tribute to a friend. You've caused me to wish I'd known Andy, me being a sailor and the cousin of a boat-builder. Thanks for this, Rich.
I spoke to Meg the other day. Of course Andy was part of the conversation. The poem is a perfect way to remember that dear man.💕💕